Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Some long lost pictures
Monday, October 6, 2008
Hold on to Your Bananas

We have put the ducks in their little rows. Planned for circumstance A, circumstance B, alternative to circumstance A, etc. I have created my action item list and made the necessary provisions to stay secure. How often have you heard of someone saving for retirement in a 401k only to find that it has been decreased by 50%?
I hate little quotes about life. It is difficult to say "life is.." and come even close to an all-encompassing statement, but I'm going to attempt one. "Life is bananas." It's uncertain, unpredictable, and most importantly, unmanageable. Plans are disrupted by earthquakes, fires, stock market crashes, and irresponsible regulations, or lack thereof.
My preaching professor recently read to us from Isaiah 6. Isaiah receives a vision just after the popular king Uzziah died in Israel. The death of the king created chaos in the land, and no one felt safe. But "he saw the Lord sitting upon a throne, and the train of his robe filled the temple." Today the Lord sits on his throne, and he is in control. These events are not part of my plan, and most likely not part of yours, but the Lord is on his throne.
As Tim Keller once said, "he's not safe. But he's good. He's the best I tell you." Christ is not safe and easy, but has one goal in mind: your heart unconditionally. Instead of investing our security in man-made institutions that are flappable and will never satisfy, put your trust in the stock that will never tumble. No, not even upon the cross. We are in great debt, so deep that we can never repay. We are filing Chapter 11. No chance of recovery. Someone must pay the debt, and he has paid it in full. Run to him.
Monday, September 29, 2008
One for the fridge!
Friday, September 26, 2008
Random updates for a Friday afternoon...
1.) Mark got a part time job working for a family nearby. He'll be doing yard work for them and helping their 2 sons with their school work. So far it's been great, is something that will allow him to work around his school schedule, and will give us the opportunity for him to be off on holidays... so we can go to Ohio!
My husband rocks.
2.) We're going to the Reds vs. Cardinals game on Sunday! We bought these tickets months ago so we're excited to finally get to go! I hear the Cardinal's stadium is really nice.
3.) Molly & Brett find out the sex of baby Smith #2 next Wednesday!
4.) We're having visitors galore in the next month! First up, my mom, Molly, and Lukey are all coming out next weekend! I miss my little man so much, I can't wait to see him! We talk on the web cam, but it's just not the same as seeing him in person & getting to squeeze him (as he wiggles to get free!)
Then, tentatively, Mark, Libbie & the girls are coming the weekend of Oct. 25! We saw them right before we moved, but are really hoping to see them before Mark goes to Indonesia in November. They have put us up so many times, we're excited to finally be able to host them... and show them around St. Louis!
Last, but certainly not least, our friends from Columbus, Dave & Anna, are coming the last week of October. Dave has an interview so they're going to stay with us & hang out too! We hope they move here : )
Anyway, that's about it for now. Hopefully we'll have pictures of something we can post on here in the next few days or so : ) Have a good weekend!
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Holding Old Stuff

Thursday, September 11, 2008
When Grown Men Cry

I once watched a man crying on a porch. I didn't so much watch him, per se, but I got a startlingly sense of what was happening, and I quickly darted away as not to interfere, watching the scene over and over in my head as I made my exit. I imagined all the things that might have happened to lead to his breakdown, I imagined his slow recovery, and his re-entrance into his house. I had hoped that it was over something completely trivial, like the final episode of Fresh Prince of Bel-Air, but I knew in my heart that it must have been something truly troubling.
Today I witnessed a similar incident. I saw a man become embarrased and leave a room crying. I hate this. My heart hurts badly for him, and somehow I just want the scene to go away. In my sin I want to comfort him enough to extinguish the fire without leaving any smoke. Because I didn't know him, or the man on the porch, I did nothing. I don't know how to love them, but I understand that love is what they need.
I am studying at a great seminary, where I will gain a great bit of knowledge. What excites me more than anything is that anything I learn academically is only secondary to figuring out how to love the guy on the porch. I don't know alot, but I know that when someone shows love to my wife she shows a smile so big it nearly falls off her face.
I was blessed to witness the reconciliation of the man today to those to whom he was embarrassed. There were hugs, a wiping away of tears, and a continuation of some small talk about the weather. At seminary we can't avoid encountering the gospel every single day, whether it be studying a certain passage in its historical context, or learning about why someone can show abundant love when grown men cry.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
A lovely night out


